It sounds like you are having a lovely time :)

Humbly Yours,
Jason

Today is day 11 of my experience.
It has been another focused week full of meetings with clients and they have gone very well.

Last night in my hotel room, I drew a card and left it face down on the bedside table ready for this morning. I awoke early and knelt to reflect on my submission with the card face down in front of me……

….. I turned over the Queen of Clubs….and my second day of total denial.

As I showered, your invisible powerful control kept my hands away from my very evident arousal. I knew that your instruction “I release you!” would not come.

Throughout the day the effect of your control has been ever present and even a very busy day has not diminished it.

I arrived home tonight and “Budding D” was waiting with a task for me! We are going out to a formal function tomorrow and she is wearing a low backed gown. So, standing totally naked with her back to me, I rubbed some “fake tan” on her shoulders and back….that she applied it herself to her breasts is a small mercy….

As I may not touch, there is not much to repeat tonight…..other than kneel…..and feel again the continuous anticipation of the pleasures of the card I have selected and your control….

Please may I continue one more day and demonstrate my obedience to your wishes?
Under your control,
Jay

PS: I will understand totally if you choose to terminate my ecstatic agony. Also, please do not concern yourself with posting on my account. Until otherwise instructed I will abide with your on-going instructions.

Please don’t you or anyone else feel guilty. I have been having a lot of fun :) This has been a good distraction for me, too.

Thanks for allowing me to control you in this way for two weeks. It’s been quite the experience for me as well :)

It sounds like you are really doing well all the way around!

The day started earlier than my alarm clock allowed. I woke up with the reading assignment reeling and repeating through my head. What activity would let me continue to please you today. I was very excited drawing my card and the theme of the reading assignment was still there. I drew the Jack of Diamonds. I was grateful two edges were not associated with it as before and went for my shower. Hmmmmm a game of Bridge anyone?

Clubs – 1
Diamonds – 2
Hearts – 3
Spades – 4

I was excited and very turned on and closed my eyes and raised my arms toward the ceiling as the pulsating shower head brought me to the brink. I walked into the water and my nipples were aroused and just as I was peaking, I slammed the faucet to cold. Even with the cold water I had a terrible time climbing down from the peak. I wore red underware as subtle reminder of my accomplishment and got dressed for the day.

All day I have thought of the event and how well I was controlled and at how very pleased with the thought of successfully obeying my instructions.

Work breezed quickly for a Friday. I got my 2009 self performance review completed – Goals vs. accomplishments. Somehow I see a parallel. All loose ends tied up for the weekend and got a nice compliment on my work from my bosses boss.

Please allow me to continue this experience. I am getting so much satisfaction out of NOT getting satisfaction because I am obeying you.

I don’t know if I should be concerned or not. :-)

As discussed, I was going to end this Saturday. And make my final post on Sunday. I don’t know if this simplifies things for you or not. However, I am amenable to anything you decide.

I think we all really appreciate the effort you have made. It is obvious that you are really busy. I feel guilty enjoying myself when you are obviously scrambling around so much, like Wendy looking after her lost boys. I hope you are enjoying it too.

I am sure you will think of something nice. (Gulp)

Respectfully,

Mike

I’m glad you thought the shower was a good idea. I admit after two weeks of doing this I am running out of ideas for amping things up, but never fear… more ideas will come to me ;)

Asking questions is always ok :)