(Artwork by Steve Hanks)
It’s a really busy day for me, fellas so I will have respond to your comments a little later. In the meantime, I wanted you to be thinking about something. While orgasm control, including tease and denial is absolutely wonderful, it isn’t the whole enchilada of this experience. Obedience to all instructions – paying attention to the details – is important as well.
Well, I hope it’s important to you because it is to me. For me, part of leading these experiences is teaching you about the different aspects of D/s, so if I do not require you to follow my directions, I’m not meeting the goals I established for myself.
With that in mind, I’m going to accept or deny your continued participation at least in part based on your willingness to comply completely with my instructions. They’re not difficult at all – I’m taking care to make sure of that. They do require an effort to remember :)
Certainly if you have a reasonable explanation as to why you did not comply, I will respect that. “I forgot” is not a reasonable explanation :)
I realize the instructions are revised within each day’s posts so some of you are probably confused. I suggest you each do the following:
- Read this post, noting the general requirements for this experience. Do not be concerned about the directions for that particular day (ie, the directed reading, etc).
- Read any post after that for general requirements (there are only 3-4 short ones after that). Not all posts will have general requirements.
- Take notes if you need to.
- Ask questions if you require clarification.
- Comply :)
I know you each intend to be good obedient boys, so if you review my instructions and you haven’t quite complied thus far, you’re forgiven :)
~ Lady Julia
Lady Julia-
I will comply and obey!
At Your Service,
Jason
Lady Julia,
I am so nervous about getting your instructions right. I hope that makes you smile.
Today is day 16 of my experience.
I drew the Jack of Hearts yesterday.
I have been rattled all week, but in a good way. But my boss has praised my productivity. Being amped up is better than coffee. I am feeling grounded and wish to continue.
As you know going to the edge has been the most difficult for me. But twice in one day!!!!! The shower is a nice touch. Nothing like warm soapy water to release libido, not to mention that story.
Last night was so very nice. Hovering at the edge. Trapped between animal desire and your control. Taut like a guitar string. I couldn’t stop moaning. Nor did I wish to try.
I am humbly requesting to be allowed one my day. You are the coolest hypnodomme.
Obediently,
Mike
Lady Julia-
I have a question about the experience. I have read over all of the instructions I can find so if the answer is some where and I missed it I am sorry. How do we know if you have granted our requests to continue? I have been assuming that unless I am told otherwise I should just keep going. Is this correct?
Thank You for Your patience with me.
Humbly Yours,
Jason
Jason, that’s a good question. I will try to make certain I tell you that you have permission, but unless I say you don’t, assume you do :)
Asking questions is always ok :)
Mike, you may continue :)
I’m glad you thought the shower was a good idea. I admit after two weeks of doing this I am running out of ideas for amping things up, but never fear… more ideas will come to me ;)
Lady Julia,
I don’t know if I should be concerned or not. :-)
As discussed, I was going to end this Saturday. And make my final post on Sunday. I don’t know if this simplifies things for you or not. However, I am amenable to anything you decide.
I think we all really appreciate the effort you have made. It is obvious that you are really busy. I feel guilty enjoying myself when you are obviously scrambling around so much, like Wendy looking after her lost boys. I hope you are enjoying it too.
I am sure you will think of something nice. (Gulp)
Respectfully,
Mike
Today is day 4 of my experience.
The day started earlier than my alarm clock allowed. I woke up with the reading assignment reeling and repeating through my head. What activity would let me continue to please you today. I was very excited drawing my card and the theme of the reading assignment was still there. I drew the Jack of Diamonds. I was grateful two edges were not associated with it as before and went for my shower. Hmmmmm a game of Bridge anyone?
Clubs – 1
Diamonds – 2
Hearts – 3
Spades – 4
I was excited and very turned on and closed my eyes and raised my arms toward the ceiling as the pulsating shower head brought me to the brink. I walked into the water and my nipples were aroused and just as I was peaking, I slammed the faucet to cold. Even with the cold water I had a terrible time climbing down from the peak. I wore red underware as subtle reminder of my accomplishment and got dressed for the day.
All day I have thought of the event and how well I was controlled and at how very pleased with the thought of successfully obeying my instructions.
Work breezed quickly for a Friday. I got my 2009 self performance review completed – Goals vs. accomplishments. Somehow I see a parallel. All loose ends tied up for the weekend and got a nice compliment on my work from my bosses boss.
Please allow me to continue this experience. I am getting so much satisfaction out of NOT getting satisfaction because I am obeying you.
Kaysnd, congratulations on your review :)
It sounds like you are really doing well all the way around!
Mike,
Please don’t you or anyone else feel guilty. I have been having a lot of fun :) This has been a good distraction for me, too.
Thanks for allowing me to control you in this way for two weeks. It’s been quite the experience for me as well :)
Lady Julia,
Today is day 11 of my experience.
It has been another focused week full of meetings with clients and they have gone very well.
Last night in my hotel room, I drew a card and left it face down on the bedside table ready for this morning. I awoke early and knelt to reflect on my submission with the card face down in front of me……
….. I turned over the Queen of Clubs….and my second day of total denial.
As I showered, your invisible powerful control kept my hands away from my very evident arousal. I knew that your instruction “I release you!” would not come.
Throughout the day the effect of your control has been ever present and even a very busy day has not diminished it.
I arrived home tonight and “Budding D” was waiting with a task for me! We are going out to a formal function tomorrow and she is wearing a low backed gown. So, standing totally naked with her back to me, I rubbed some “fake tan” on her shoulders and back….that she applied it herself to her breasts is a small mercy….
As I may not touch, there is not much to repeat tonight…..other than kneel…..and feel again the continuous anticipation of the pleasures of the card I have selected and your control….
Please may I continue one more day and demonstrate my obedience to your wishes?
Under your control,
Jay
PS: I will understand totally if you choose to terminate my ecstatic agony. Also, please do not concern yourself with posting on my account. Until otherwise instructed I will abide with your on-going instructions.
Dear Lady Julia-
This is day nine of my experience. Today I drew the Jack of Hearts. I was very excited about the card I drew. I am finding the act of edging to be quite exhilarating. I knelt for a few moments before my shower and watched my excitement grow. Picturing your story in my head while bringing myself right to the edge was great. I was a little weak in the knees. I wasn’t too worried that I would fall but maybe I should have been kneeling.
I felt as if I was on the edge most of the day. Getting erections at the drop of a hat like I did when I was fifteen. Even now I can hardly contain myself while writing this post.
I am in love with this feeling of being under your control. I want to please you so badly I feel as if I could hold out forever if that was what you wanted. Of course I would rather not but the choice is yours. I will obey.
Aside from having to hunch over a little bit to hide my arousal nothing about this experience is causing any conflicts in my personal life.
Please oh Please allow me to continue to participate in this rousing experience.
Humbly Yours,
Jason
Jay, I loved reading your account. It isn’t a bother to read and post. I look forward to my few minutes here with all of you and I have been thinking about it quite often. The busier I get, the more I enjoy this little break.
It sounds like you are having a lovely time :)