Tomorrow will be a Queen of Clubs day. No tease, no release.
Do you ever wonder why I decide to do a particular thing? Why, for example, will there be no release, no tease tomorrow? Some days I choose what I do because I want to elicit a certain reaction. The choice for tomorrow was made simply because I can :) You surrendered control and I can do whatever I want with regard to when and if you touch or release.
Pretty exciting stuff for me, really.
Also, starting today and every day forward I want you to add yet another line to your daily comment. I want to read something that indicates you continue to be grounded and that nothing you are doing is interfering with your personal life. If you cannot honestly write that, then as I have instructed for all my experiences, you will stop. Write to me privately and we will discuss it.
I’m not concerned about this, just making sure in this exciting time that we are all doing what is necessary to make sure we stay focused :)
Dear Lady Julia – I feel like a kid who missed the bus to camp! I was offline for a while with a broken hard drive, and a succession of minor crises including a leaky roof and the love of my life in bed with bronchitis. When i got the computer fixed, I found the experience in progress, but didn’t implore you to let me join in because my attention was focused on nursing my wife and keeping the house in order.
Now that she is feeling much better (and the roof is fixed) will you please, please let me join in as a late arrival? The Queen of Clubs is already in my wallet.
About the photo.
Lace and cowboy boots. It does not get any better than that.
Very nice picture.
Mike
Rumiboy, absolutely you may participate.
I’m sorry to hear of your difficulties and very glad to hear your Lady is better :)
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I will reply to all the other recent comments tomorrow. You’re all doing great :)
“Absolutely you may participate” I can’t imagine any other four words giving me such a wonderful rush of joy on waking up this morning. Last night I followed your instructions for the Jack of Hearts.
Touching with wrists bound was a brand new thrill for me that at first seemed pointless: I always thought of cuffs as a way to prevent me from touching, and have often secured my wrists behind the chair while watching my favorite videos, which are solo striptease. Pointless until I got to the edge the first time and paused, and vividly imagined that someone had just tugged on a rope attached to the robe sash around my wrists, pulling my hands away and up to my chest. There I sat, watching the video for a few minutes in the “begging dog” position! At some point I felt the tension relax, and my hands went back to continue their favorite activity. When I got to the edge the second time I again felt the tug of the rope, and an odd sense of relief. I say odd because I don’t think I have ever gone to the edge and stopped before, at least not because someone told me to!! Well, at least not since I found the Silken Tease. I want to talk some more about this feeling, but must hit the ground and go to work. Thanks again, Lady, for allowing me to jump in at this late date.
Lady Julia,
Today is day 15 of my experience.
I am feeling well and would like to continue through this weekend with your permission.
Last night was sweet. Very intense. I am still smiling.
Obediently,
Mike
Lady Julia,
Today is Day10 of my experience.I must again apologise because I have gotten one day out of sequence.
I am managing my normal affairs well and I am trying very hard to obediently follow your instructions. That is my desire and you deserve nothing less for all the effort that you are putting into my experience.
I wil be more diligent in the future and not get out of sequence.
Please allow me to continue to demonstrate my obedience.
In your control,
Jay
Rumi, I am looking forward to hearing more about your thoughts from last night :)
Symbolic things, like the wrists being symbolically bound, can be very powerful, can’t they? I sometimes wonder if they can’t be more so, because the Lady doesn’t force you to stop. You stopped because she (I) asked.
Mike, sweet, intense, and smiling – that’s perfect :)
Jay, you are doing fine with the sequence. Some things cannot be avoided and that’s ok :) You may continue.
Sweetly intoxicating… yes, I like that too :)
“…the Lady doesn’t force you to stop. You stopped because she (I) asked.”
Dear Lady Julia, I think I may have just actually learned something! I described the feeling of “someone” pulling my bound hands away from my erotic pursuit, then releasing me to resume. In my mind, I was denying any responsibility for submitting to you. By holding on to an image of you forcing me to stop, I denied myself the pleasure of obeying simply because you asked me to. Will I ever overcome this resistance?
Please allow me to continue on this journey with you for one more day. Far from having any ill effect on my daily life and relationships, what I have learned through your guidance seems to have enriched my devotion and love for my own Lady.
You may all continue. You’re doing well :)
Rumi said, “In my mind, I was denying any responsibility for submitting to you. By holding on to an image of you forcing me to stop, I denied myself the pleasure of obeying simply because you asked me to. Will I ever overcome this resistance?
Yes, you will. You’re learning more about yourself all the time, aren’t you?
I am loving watching all of you, seeing how you have changed. It’s so interesting to watch this from hundreds to thousands of miles away.