It seems things are getting a bit confusing, so I’m going to take a step back and review your instructions.
You each have a stack of cards containing four jacks and four queens, one of each suit. These cards are taken from a deck you purchased specifically for me.
For at least a week, your solo masturbation and orgasm activities will be determined by the luck of the draw (or, if I so choose, directly by me). Draw a card each day, even if I instruct you to do something differently than the card indicates. I want you to have the card as a reminder and also as an option should I change my mind :)
Shuffle the eight cards and each morning, draw one. Place it somewhere on your person or in a briefcase, wallet, etc. Do not look at it. As late in the day as possible, you will review the card to reveal your fate.
Before you review your card, you will spend a few moments considering how exciting it is to be teased and then denied by someone who will be thoroughly enjoying as many orgasms as she wishes. To feel that delicious control – knowing you willingly surrendered because you were persuaded to do so by a sexy, powerfully dominant Lady ;) Reflect on how wonderful it feels to please. You will consider these things while on your knees, sitting back on your shins, legs spread, eyes open so that you can view your body’s response to being controlled. You will kneel in the same manner as soon as possible after awakening.
Should you draw one of the Jacks, you will masturbate, bringing yourself right to the edge but no farther. You will do this one time during that day.
Should you draw the Queen of Spades, Diamonds, or Clubs, you may not touch at all that day. I’m sure you will frequently find yourself considering how agonizingly delicious it is to be denied.
On the days you draw the Queen of Hearts – the Red Lady – you may touch, tease, and release once.
Of course you will offer a daily report to me indicating which card you drew and how you are feeling about being controlled by such a sexy lady ;) To help me keep up with where each of you are, in your daily comment I would like for you to include the phrase “this is day ___ of my experience”. Fill in the blank with the correct number for you.
Each of you have been participating varying lengths of time and I think we’re all confused as to which day’s instructions you should be following. Beginning from the time you read this by following what I am writing in this post. This way I’ll know where each of you are.
Today you will draw a card and follow through as indicated.
Your reading for today can be found here.
If you have any questions, leave them and I will check in later to respond. If you aren’t sure what to do and you don’t have a response from me, then do what you think is the right thing. A reasonable person never gets upset when someone makes an effort to do what they think is correct :)
Sorry I haven’t answered emails or given you any feedback for Sunday. I’ve been much busier than I anticipated and will be til tomorrow evening. If my grammar stinks or there are tons of typos in this post, I haven’t had time to double check and I refer back to the previous sentence :)
Lady Julia,
I noticed I forgot to note the day in the previous post. Sorry about that. My reports might be confusing because I look at the card before I go to bed and report the following morning.
This is day 11 of my experience.
Actually you being busy is a nice tease and makes the experience better. :-)
I drew that Jack of Diamonds yesterday, and I complied with your instructions before going to bed. This morning as usual I woke up a half hour early. I lay there enjoying the ache in my body. This time I could feel gentle pressure on my wrists restraining me. Nothing dramatic but I could feel it. Forcing me to enjoy/endure the feelings longer than I normally could have. The alarm eventually went off I got up an knelt down to contemplate what happened.
That was a delicious experience.
Thank you.
Obediently,
Mike
Sorry.
The poems in the reading assignment were lovely.
Thanks.
Mike
It is day 3 of my experience. Wouldn’t you know, I got the Queen of Clubs again. I am getting to the point where I am not sure which is worse, a Jack or a non-heart Queen. Not that I have any choice in the matter. hehe
Lady Julia-
This is, after a brief interlude, day five of my experience.
Thank you for allowing me to continue the experience after having to stop for a couple of days because of illness. I figured if I was well enough to drag myself to work today I should be well enough to resume the experience.
I was able to make it through the whole day without looking st my card until I got home. I did think about it a lot and the poetry was quite distracting.
The card I drew today was the Jack of Diamonds. I was very excited to get this card. I had yet to draw one naturally. I obeyed the card and your orders. It was difficult to stop but the ache I have felt ever since has been exquisite.
Thank You!
Humbly Yours,
Jason
Lady Julia,
Can’t sleep, first night in a new motel, so I thought I would post now.
This is still day 11 of my experience.
I drew the Queen of Hearts. I was faced with a dilemma. I was torn between following instructions as written or giving up releasing. I decided to follow instructions as written. I did this because not releasing was what I wanted to do more. This exercise is about doing what you wanted not what I wanted. In any event releasing was nice, but not as nice as the other day. I think in part because I was not sure what would please you more.
I never thought I would question whether I should release or not. In the past the decision was easy. I guess it is safe to say you are in control.
Obediently,
Mike
This is Day 7 of my experience.
I am at an all day meeting with about 14 people. Your control is also in attendance. During the day I get a chance to read the poems which cause your expected effect….
Back in my hotel room at the end of the day I kneel naked looking at the exitement of your control and the yet unturned card in front of me.
I turn the card over and it is the Queen of Hearts :-) Release for the third day in a row!
I am taken by the intensity of the release.
Wandering, I quite like thinking of you all denied and frustrated. Thanks for giving me something pleasant to think about ;) I may just give you specific directions not to release for days and days….
Jason, I hope you’re feeling better.
Which is more exciting for you – following the luck of the draw or following my direct instructions? (That’s not a trick question :) Both are what I’ve asked you to do so either answer is ok with me :)
Mike,
In any event releasing was nice, but not as nice as the other day. I think in part because I was not sure what would please you more.
It’s not the denial that matters to me – it’s the control. If I ask you to release five days in a row, that can excite me as much as denying you five days in a row.
Doing what I want when it’s what you want is easy. Doing what I desire when you desire something else… that’s wonderful :)
If I did not know better you are using what we write against us. You wouldn’t do that would you? ;-)
You know I will be thinking about this all day? Looking forward to it. Wondering if I will be up to the task. I am getting aroused typing about it. I hope you are smiling now.
I wish you could hear me laughing right now ;) You can easily hear it in your mind, though, can’t you?
I am at an all day meeting with about 14 people. Your control is also in attendance.
What a pity I don’t have your cell number. Would have loved to send you a text while you were in that meeting ;) (No, not asking – just saying it would have amped things up a notch or two :)
Back in my hotel room at the end of the day I kneel naked looking at the exitement of your control and the yet unturned card in front of me.
If I didn’t know better, I would think you were teasing *me* ;)
Lady Julia-
I am feeling better, thank You for your concern.
With regards to your question I would have to say that following your direct instructions is more exciting for me. I am in no way saying that the cards don’t excite me I just get more of a shiver when receiving direct commands.
Humbly Yours,
Jason
I wouldn’t dare tease a Lady :-)
Jay