You’re doing really great, fellas :) I am so enjoying reading your comments and watching your progress.
Today and tomorrow I would like for you to draw your cards and at the appropriate time carry out your directions. I may change that later, but for now, that’s what I would like for you to do.
Your reading for today can be found here.
(More later today if possible.)
Lady Julia,
That is the hottest story yet. Wow. That pushed all the right buttons for me. I am back to “Amped Up” state.
I will follow your instructions. I have to go see my mom this afternoon and attend a company dinner tonight. I may not be able to check in till tomorrow, but I will try.
Obediently,
Mike
PS: Did I mention that I liked the story.
This morning I woke up and started to get dressed when suddenly I remembered to kneel. I quickly dropped to my knees. I loved feeling as if I had been compelled to kneel.
Thank You Lady Julia!
Humbly Yours,
Jason
Lady Julia,
I hope you will tell me if it is too late to join your QoH event. As you’ll see, if it is too late, then I haven’t really done anything but some introspection anyhow.
So yesterday, after a fairly hellish week, I decided that, if you are okay with it, I’d like to try QoH. I would have liked to do so from the start, but it was not possible. I bought a deck of cards yesterday, on the hopes that you would be willing to let me. The act of doing so predictably led me to thoughts of why I was doing it.
Anyway, pending you telling me if it was okay to proceed, I decided (recognizing that to truly participate I shouldn’t be “deciding”) to try it out, at least. Drawing the Queen of Clubs was almost a relief, as it allowed me to simply reflect on what it all means rather than engage in any physical activity. I’m much more of a mental person anyhow. Everyone is different, of course, in many ways including what submission means to them. So I got to ponder that some. After all, it isn’t as if one day of denial (by itself) would feel too different from the rest of the week, were it not for the opportunity to go into my head about it.
If you would care to let me know how you feel about me participating, that would be both lovely and appreciated.
I forgot to say, this is day 1 of my experience (provisionally, should it be okay with you).
I am back to “Amped Up” state.
That wasn’t too difficult ;)
Things may seem different, but they can still be good.
And yes, you mentioned you liked the story :)
Jason, I’m really glad you are enjoying yourself so much. It’s amazing how powerful kneeling can be, isn’t it?
Wandering, I am happy for you to participate, although I hope you’ll consider removing the “try it out” mode of thinking from you mind ;) Perhaps this will give you a nice distraction from the stresses of work.
Hope your week is better.
Lady Julia,
This is Day6 of my experience, although somehow I seem to be out of synch. It is Sunday morning and I seem to have missed Saturday. Oops!
I thought I was paying attention – maybe it is the time zone maybe I have had other things on my mind!
As determined by “Budding D” Day5 and Day6 have been days of release :-) I have not initiated it on any occassion. But, I have been extra attentive and serving at every opportunity and I am not saying that hasn’t contributed to my releases…So much for T&D, LOL!
I am away from home from this afternoon and for all next week. So to get back in synch, I will draw a card tonight for Monday.
Jay
PS: Mostly I am happy person, but you are right at the moment I am extra happy! :-)