Well, fellas, I think yesterday was probably interesting for all of us. I found myself thinking of you and wondering what you would be feeling “the day after”. Do you continue to feel focused and controlled?
I realize we are all in different time zones and there may be a time when I cannot post at all, so continue drawing a card each day and carry it with you. If you aren’t sure what to do, follow the instructions based on the card you drew. Also, to help me keep up with where each of you are, in your daily comment I would like for you to include the phrase “this is day ___ of my experience”. Fill in the blank with the correct number for you.
Today is “Wild Card” day. Whatever card you drew, today and today only, it will be a “Wild Card”. You may choose to make it any Jack or Queen in your deck. Whatever you choose, leave a comment telling me why you chose it. I know you realize that by giving you a choice, I remain in control. It was my decision to broaden your options ;)
Finally, today’s reading can be found here.
(I’m having some issues today that are distracting me, so if my instructions aren’t clear or are poorly worded, leave a comment. I’ll check back later to see if you have any questions.)
Lady Julia-
First let me say that I hope your personal issues are nothing serious. If there is anything I can do to help please let me know.
Thank You for allowing me the opportunity to pick my own poison. This is day four of my experience.
Because I had released the last two days I chose to draw the Queen of Diamonds and not to touch. I was felt I needed to be denied today.
I am sorry Lady Julia if this is too explicit please feel free to censor my post if you would like.
The pose you have instructed me to use while kneeling is very interesting.
I have never starred at my cock getting hard before. As I was doing my evening kneeling meditation I decided to switch to a Jack. I had been worried about what drawing a Jack would be like. It seemed to me that the best way for me to show my devotion would be to choose the thing I was the most afraid of.
I thought about your Shower story and the Inspection Kneel story. It was very exciting for me. I had a difficult time stopping but I felt very submissive when I did. I hope you are not disappointed in me for changing my mind.
Humbly Yours,
Jason
Lady Julia,
This is day nine of my experience.
I decided to go with the Jack of Hearts. I wanted to test myself and see what impact releasing the day before had on me. As I expected the previous day took the edge off. But that is ok. As I touched myself I reminisced about the previous week. A very very pleasant morning. I am still smiling.
I am still feeling focused and controlled. The only thing that really changed is that I was able to control my actions easier. It was easier to obey.
Obediently,
Mike
Jason, no, I’m not disappointed. I gave you the choice. Thank you for sharing your thoughts as it helps me understand a little better what you are experiencing :)
I’m glad you are smiling.
This is Day 5 of my experience.
Today I drew the Queen of Hearts – for the first time!
Oh Thank You, Lady Julia for making it Wild Card Day and not Jack Day….
My arosal level is “High”. I will keep the Queen of Hearts. It would have been my pick anyway :-)
Enjoy your weekend and again thank you, THANK YOU,
Jay
The picture is great and heading towards awesome…
He kneels behind her, head bowed.
She glances back at him, deliberately pausing before issuing her instruction.
He waits, quietly.
Wondering what it will be.
Smiles
Jay you do sound like a happy boy :)