Hello Fellas,
A large part of the tease and denial experience is, well – the tease. During this QoH experience there hasn’t been a lot of tease, has there? Well a little.. I always tease a little ;)
Because I don’t know some of you, it’s difficult. My respect for boundaries also somewhat limits what I am willing to say and do. So… what’s a Lady to do?
I’ll begin with this:
If I haven’t already instructed you to do so, I’d like for you to begin kneeling for a few moments in the morning and evening, thinking about your surrender of this area of your life, what that surrender means to you and to a Domme, and what about this activity excites you the most.
Your kneeling position is as follows: (if I’ve told you something else previously, begin following these instructions)
Kneel sitting back on your shins, legs wide apart leaving your cock exposed, hands resting on thighs, your head down, eyes open. I want you to be able to look at your cock and think about all the things I could be having you do either directly or via my cards ;)
And.. I’m going to be leaving you a little something extra to read or listen to as often as I can. Many of these are things I have written in the past to my pet. This will give you a bit of an idea of what it is like to be well and truly teased. I’m sure your imagination can take you to a place where the lady of your dreams is teasing you.
Perhaps this will amp things up a bit more ;)
To read today’s reading, click here. (If you have already completed your task for today, you may still read it.)
~ Lady Julia
Lady Julia-
First let me say that I think adding the kneeling is a very nice touch. I loved it during the Pleasing Feels So Good experience and had been thinking of doing it on my own.
I found that I was not thinking about the experience as much today as I was yesterday, but every time I did I became very excited. When I read your earlier post I started to squirm hearing your voice in my mind. When pleasuring myself at your command I had some trouble releasing until I began thinking of you saying “Such a good boy. So very pleasing” then everything went fine. I thought the note to your pet was very hot. He must be a very lucky guy.
Thank You for allowing me to experience your wonderful control.
Humbly Yours,
Jason
Jason, I actually forgot I hadn’t added that little kneeling touch to this activity. I’m glad I remembered, too :)
It’s nice to hear that thinking of me praising you for obeying made it easier to obey. Perhaps that’s what I had in mind? ;)
Lady Julia,
Where to begin. I am day eight or nine in the experience without releasing. To say I was physically ready is an understatement. But I was not ready to end the denial phase. Had I drawn the Queen of Hearts on my own, I was going to skip it. I realize now that those were my wishes and not yours. My intentions were good if misguided. I hope you take it as a compliment.
The kneeling was a very nice touch. I start my martial arts classes kneeling in a very similar fashion. Different focus though. :-) It really helped me to concentrate on your instructions and wishes. I really wanted to make the experience count. So I took some time gathering my energy.
I was reluctant to start. Once started I knew it would end. I really took my time. I used every trick I knew to prolong the experience. Changing hands, tempo, pressure, mental focus etc. I kept coming up to the edge and backing off. As the intensity increased, the time it took to get to the edge kept getting shorter and shorter and shorter. Eventually I surrendered to the inevitable.
It is difficult to describe orgasms without resorting to cliches, but here goes. It was very intense. It was not localized. I felt it throughout by body. I was spent in many ways. The obvious way of course. But I was drained of energy. I had to lay there for a while to catch my breath and regain some energy before I could move again. The after-glow was tremendous. I just laid there and marinated in it.
This is the first time I went through something this intense. Thank you so much. A fella never forgets his “first time”. :-)
I am anxiously waiting for your next instructions.
Obediently,
Mike
Sorry,
I liked the story. It helped get me in the mood. :-)
Mike
Mike, how do you feel now that it is the day after?
A fella never forgets his “first time”. :-)
Smiles
Very mixed feelings. Like this whole experience.
Very relieved in a physical sense. However, I can feel the sexual energy coming back.
Very sad because that moment is gone. I can repeat it, but it will never be quite the same. :-( But a very bittersweet moment.
To answer your question about control versus denial. I have changed my mind about a 100 times. I found the denial exhilarating to say the least. But I would not have been able to do it without your control. I could not have done that on my own. So I think it is a chicken and egg thing. Each feeds the other. Kind of lame answer. But it is how I feel.
Awaiting instructions. I am very curious to see where you go from here.
Obediently,
Mike
Lady Julia,
I hope your personal issues get sorted out. Good luck.
I did my reading assignment. And then I saw the photo on your main site. Holy smokes. That just isn’t fair.
:-)
I am not complaining though.
Mike
Mike, the personal issues aren’t anything major – just requiring a bit more attention :)
Very sad because that moment is gone. I can repeat it, but it will never be quite the same.
Well, no.. but there are so many exciting moments in life that can be ahead.
As to where I am going.. well, I am winging it :) I read what each of you write and then plan then.
This is Day 4 of my experience.
My mind has being racing today. By 2:00pm and I couldn’t resist any longer, I looked in my wallet….it was the Jack of Clubs.
The release yesterday has not diminished the excitement of your control in the slightest. Why am I surprised at this?
“Budding D” is now back after two weeks away and the rule to not initiate sex is adding to my discomposure! She looks amazing laying asleep in bed naked and only half covered with a sheet. Today we had a maximum of 37ºC (99ºF) and it is still very warm.
Then I thought, maybe the instructions to your Dearest Pet were veiled instructions for me to follow ? That would be so hot! Could I release again today? Two days in a row? I re read your post. I almost convinced myself….then I snapped out of it….I have the Jack of Clubs.
So I will kneel and attempt to tease away my frustration….wishful thinking…
I finally figured out what makes the picture click for me. There is of course of he sensual woman. But I noticed the old quilt. There is nothing like an old quilt for comfort. What a nice subliminal touch. Comfort on multiple levels.
Jay, I’m soooo sorry you’re being teased by the presence of your lovely Lady (smiles – can you hear the tease in that statement?)
That’s such a nice thing to notice and to say, Mike.