Yes, of course ;) I overlooked the word “hour”. I can see you might be responding a little…. :)

I thought about it a lot and I think releasing in my sleep would have been disobedient. Even though I was asleep it is probably what my subconscious would have wanted. But it is a close call. I don’t have a lot of experience in these matters to draw from. So I would say that I behaved yesterday. :-)

I think you are correct. Good boy ;)

I am feeling pretty virile today. The 20 year old I was sparring with in training kept asking what got into me. I did pretty well. It feels like there are extra hormones in my blood stream. Any idea how they got there? :-)

*Innocent look* Not the first clue.

I drew a black queen. No touching tonight. I will be able to judge what is worse. Drawing a Jack or drawing one of the other Queens. I think I know the answer.

I’m looking forward to hearing your thoughts on that.

I am awaiting tomorrow with a mix of anticipation and nervousness. Amp it up!!!

Smiles

I so hate hearing something like that ;)

(I know you weren’t telling me what to do. I recognize enthusiasm when I see it.) :)

Just to be clear. In the previous post “Amp it up!!!” is an exclamation, not necessarily a request. As always your call though.

Obediently,

Mike

I thought about it a lot and I think releasing in my sleep would have been disobedient. Even though I was asleep it is probably what my subconscious would have wanted. But it is a close call. I don’t have a lot of experience in these matters to draw from. So I would say that I behaved yesterday. :-)

I was unbelievably busy today. After two weeks on the road I had a lot of chores and errands. So I was not thinking about it as much as I might have. Mornings when I wake up and evenings right before I drift off are the worst times. That stage between sleep and wakefulness is when I feel the urges the most.

I am feeling pretty virile today. The 20 year old I was sparring with in training kept asking what got into me. I did pretty well. It feels like there are extra hormones in my blood stream. Any idea how they got there? :-)

I drew a black queen. No touching tonight. I will be able to judge what is worse. Drawing a Jack or drawing one of the other Queens. I think I know the answer.

I am awaiting tomorrow with a mix of anticipation and nervousness. Amp it up!!!

Obediently,

Mike

Hmm… I shall have to amp things up for you a bit, then.. I will wait to hear about your day today to decide what if any course change to make :) Be sure and check back sometime tomorrow morning and see if I have left you any little notes.

You tell me – would releasing in your sleep have been disobedience?

The picture is just cruel. But I am not complaining. :-) I am having a lovely time. I would say I am thinking about sex 14 times an hour.

I drew a jack yesterday and complied with your instructions. The feeling is definitely intensifying. There is strong, consistent and persistent ache in certain areas of my body. I can sense you are smiling as you read this. I must have had really wild dreams last night. All the blankets on my bed were in complete disarray or on the floor. I obviously did not release, considering how I feel now. Which brings up an interesting point. Had I released in my dream, would that have been disobedience? Or did my subconscious do the right thing? Very weird the way the mind works.

I have not worked out in two weeks. I am off to the dojo for some martial arts practice. Perhaps a little pain and a cold shower will take my mind off “things”. Although I am reminded of the saying, “You can run but you cannot hide.”

Obediently,

Mike