Mike, Web, and Jay,
I’ve been thinking of the three of you today. How excited you must feel as your mind frequently wonders which card you have drawn. Perhaps the Lady will show her beautiful face. Perhaps not. It doesn’t really matter, does it? Because it’s not about whether or not you touch and release, is it? I know the three of you well enough to understand that, for you, it’s about obedience. You want to obey because obeying me is pleasing, and pleasing me feels so very good.
Earlier I was thinking, “I could just tell them no matter what, they can’t touch or release. I could tell them to draw the card and make a choice: obey me through the draw, or obey me even more by taking that extra step and not touching at all. Whatever I choose, I know they will do. Especially if they know how strongly their obedience effects me.”
Relax good boys, I’m not telling you that – yet. For the moment we’ll simply wait and see if Luck is a Lady tonight ;)
Your happy and smiling tormentor,
Lady Julia
P.S. The photo is a pretty good representation of how I’ve been feeling.
Lady Julia,
I am very sorry for not posting earlier. I think this is partly due to the time zone difference. But also it is because I requested to participate in both the Queen of Hearts and Pleasing Feels so Good at the same time. Greedy boy!
I am now following your instructions in Pleasing Feels so Good and have defered participating in the Queen of Hearts. I would really love to see the Evil Cowgirl at her best(or is it worst?) but of course I will understand if this is not possible.
Jay, I realized the misunderstanding a little while ago and was just posting Mike a “you’re in this all alone, are you scared” message ;)
I am happy you are doing the other activity so there is no problem.
It is so good to see you back in form. I can’t decide if I should be nervous or not.
I drew my card and put it on top of the deck. I then put the box in my backpack where I would be sure to see it during the day. I had a very busy day and I would forget about the experiment.
Until I looked in the back-pack. Oh yeah. I have that to look forward to tonight. Truth be told I had a tough day. I was kind of hoping for the Queen to show. However, I drew the jack of spades. Oh well. I dutifully followed your instructions.
Right now I have a most delicious ache in a certain area.
I hope you are enjoying this. :-)
I can’t decide if not touching is worse or going up to the edge. I hope that does not give you any ideas. ;-)
Obediently yours.
Mike
Me? Drawing ideas from what you say? Never ;)
Yes.. I am enjoying myself quite a bit :)