Listened to my song. Went up to the edge and stopped. Barely. I was barely able to stop myself. I honestly don’t know if I could do this again and stop without some sort of help.

This is a remarkable experience.

Thank you doing this for us.

Mike

I was listening to Mama Cass Elliott of the Mamas and Papas while touching, and it brought me way back to the days when sex was new and scary and all the bright shiny skinny girls loved my dancing but refused my kisses.

Lady Julia,

I have not been able to access the comments section the last few days due to the word “sex” in the comments links, so I will update you all at once.

I started this activity after a week of no release and some serious teasing by Vee last weekend. I thought it would be interesting to see how I went with your “no touching” instruction..

Sunday at my transit hotel before going up to site I listened to the songs I had selected for the exercise. Chistine McVie – Warm Ways and Sentimental Lady; Norah Jones – Turn me On, At Last and Don’t Know Why. Both Ladies with very sexy voices. Also, I’m Your Man – I like Leonard Cohen but had not noticed this song until you mentioned it. I had my wrists wrapped with the red ribbon that I use to identify my suitcase from all the other black ones.

I felt much the same as several others have described in their comments – not “hard on” arousing but rather an “all over buzz” arousing. In any case, listening to beautiful songs sung by sexy voices and my “bound” wrists a constant reminder of my commitment to obey your “no touching” instruction….was pretty enjoyable.

The next two days I have repeated the above with much the same results. The only changes I have noticed are that it is heading a little more towards a “hard on” arousal each time and the songs have stayed in my head, surfacing frequently during the day and accompanied by an acknowledging twinge from my groin area :-)

Last night I did not listen to the songs as I had not been able to post. Lady Julia, if I may, I would like to continue listening in conjunction with the SW exercise and see what happens…

Jay

I listened to my song and took myself to the edge. It did not take any time at all, and I was trying to slow myself down. The music has a deeply profound affect on me.

I wish I could remember my dreams. I know I had them. I woke up an hour before my alarm with my body temperature elevated and the sheets in disarray. No touching or release though.

I am typing this with a very dull, constant ache between my legs, which I don’t think will go away for quite a while. I hope your are smiling.

Remarkable.

Thanks so much,

Mike

I put on 7 videos this time as I wanted to be sure I went over one hour with the listening and viewing the erotic sounds and sights. From the start I wanted to concentrate on being under your control and being very obedient as opposed to trying to get excited from listening and watching. To that end I was very successful. As I watched I imagined that the girls knew that I was not allowed to touch per your instructions and that they kept tempting me to disobey. The thought of resisting their temptations was very pleasing to me. I imagined your reaction to knowing I had resisted. I kept thinking and hoping that I would hear your praises for my obedience. As it turned out I did not get the heightened excitement I did the first day of this exercise but I felt very good to have obeyed.

The 7 videos seemed to fly by and when I looked over to the clock it had been 64 minutes. I smiled and removed and red cloth tied around my waist and carefully folded it and came to make this entry.

One thing I have learned is that I am very much enjoying being under your control for this little part of my life. I do hope this is pleasing to you Lady Julia. Thank you very much for being patient working to teach me what you seem to know is deep within. I would like to continue with what ever exercise you may wish to explore next. I will not be touching in hopes that I can be obedient and pleasing to you in some other way. Denying myself until farther notice. Smiles

Sometimes doing the thing that pleases the Lady isn’t always – at first – the thing that pleases you, is it? I’m so touched that you want to continue on and I can tell you want to find the place where obedience feels so very good, don’t you? Perhaps it might help, before you begin, to close your eyes and imagine warm, soft lips whispering oh so sexily in your ear, telling you what a good boy you are… how pleasing your surrender is – just for this time. You can imagine that, can’t you? I know you can… and I know that when you do, you’ll feel some of that resistance fade.